THAT'S IT. i have lost with with you. i say something that i want to do you say "SAME" but really now this has gone over bored with it. i have this top and then you buy it someone says i am wearing this colour dress "omg i love that colour" when really you dont. if you thinking your cool by saying the "SAME" things as we like well its not working you are just wasitning your time on it. if you come and talk to me or even say SAME look out i am going to KILL YOU. there are sooo many words so discribe you. such a bitch, slut, backstabber, lier, USER. most people think you are a user and i have to agree with them you covinced me you werent but you know you just went back to you same ways. i feel sorry for the guys who ever went out with you. how could they have lasted no wonder why the ALL dumped you. you BITCH. ahhhhhhhh everuthing you say or do is soooo getting to me cause you just rub it in people faces what you did. and thats why i am never going any where with you get it :) well if you dont come and talk to me and i will explain cause you liitle brain cant handle it.

to you i am nothing. you have put me threw hell and i am the friend that you fall back onto? WELLL NOT ANYMORE i am not going to waste my days on you just so you can show off to people. no more. sick of you and everythink that has to do with you. get it threw you head. you say friends i say no more friends :)

i thought this was funny :)

dance with all you heart

SO SICK OF YOU

i am soooo sick of hearing you problems and everything you say to me has to have something to do what you did. well i am sick of it okay. get that threw your head. i HATE when you take peoples idea as soon as then say them. well thats it i have given up on you. i have given you toooooo many 2nd chances well thats it no more. and well your times up. next time i see you i am going to HIT you cause i am soo pissed at you. you say we are firends but it sooo hard to belive cause you have lied to many times befor. and i dont know weather to belive you or not you say it the truth but i know its not and i cant see why you cant tell me the truth, and you lie to my face which its all the time. over you and your problems and shit OVER YOU

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i love you
i love you not
i love you i love you not


until i pull that last petal i will never know. and i not going to keep doing this all my life

this is it with you

from you its always the same i have to talk to you. okay. and then i tell you and its the same answer BRB and then you sign off msn. well i am soooo sick of it hear that 3 letter and i know you are going to sign off as sooon as i say it. i have tryed so many ways to talk to you but its the same, the same words now i am soooo sick of it. what can i do. well your not helping threw this and you making it soo hard on me. one day i will be gone out of your life and then what will happend friends for nothing :'(

that teddy bear.

did we all have that one toy that every night you would fall asleep with. the on toy that if you didnt have it you wouldnt sleep, and until you did you would cry. well thing back to what was yours? well i had many well i remember that one it was a dog and i called is roxy.

i woke up at 12 today after having a late night cause of that mess you made. i was listing to my friend tell me everything about this. and it not fare on her. got a phone call at 12pm as soon as i woke up and it was gooing shopping wooo. had a good day with people but now i have sore as feet. cant move that much but hopefully going shopping tomorrow :)

friends forever

will we be friends forever? well i hope so

will we be friends forever? well i hope so

the glass slipper was mine all along. you were my perfect price charming but not anymore. i loved you for too long and your just now tooooo late. all i want back from you now is my glass slipper i want nothing to do with you anymore. i ran away thinking you would come after me but you didnt. i lost you and now you have lost me. and if you are thinking of blaming me for all of this well your just wrong. your just a little to late for me. i fell in love with someone eles and i dont need you anymore.

look what you have turned into. i am the one listing to a crying girl tell me the story of what you did. i am the one watching tears run down her face. i am the one watching her pull the tissues out of the box to wipe away each tear that you have caused her the pain. do i see you siting with her and watching her cry. NO! so much for being that "BEST FRIEND" to her you mean everything but she means nothing to you. listen to her. sit with her when she is crying. help her with what she is going threw. just dont sit there and watch her suffer threw that pain. but for now i dont think you are helping. cause everytime you do something wrong, i know when shes upset and whos its from. so next times shes upset help her. you dont want to lose a good friend cause later in life you will miss her.

remeber the good old days

wow look how young we all look in this photo :) miss them days

What has happened to you? Every time I talk to some that has something to do with YOU have just broken their heart you just can’t keep doing this. One day it’s going to be and you know what I don’t want to pick up my broken heart. I don’t want to play that broken hearted girl. Every time I think of that song it always of YOU. And yet you just don’t understand that a way to a girls heart is with a key unless you have it don’t go trying to brake it just yet. Yet we are friends but it’s the truth and I can’t let you do this to another girl. So just stop and think about it. Every time at person gets upset cause of your mistake they are going to be hurt so much. And what are you going to do nothing because you have mad the damage. I don’t want to see another girl get hurt but I want to see you happy in the end.

See that little girl crying over there well that little girl is calling out to you, help her talk to her say something don’t just look at her and do nothing. Well that little girl is me, I say what if I was her and I need your help where were you, where have you been. I need advice and I need to talk, you’re the only one I can count on you have been there for many years and when I need you the most is like you have just diapered out of my life and everything. I can’t find you when I need you the most. I can’t trust anyone else but you only you. What’s going to happen when I don’t see you or talk to you, will we ever be friends or will we just drift apart and be nothing to each other? So I might have had a fight with you but I can get over that but will you. Will you forgive me for the things I have said and done? Hopefully we can and get over what has happened and we can keep talking and not just drift apart. I just don’t want to loose you again and forget about you. see that little girl crying next time go over and help her and talk to her just don’t look at her and do nothing cause later in life that girl can be your best friend.

holidays

last day of term i thought to myself great holidays not school and no homework :) or teachers.

but as i only have a few weeks left i think bac on what happened and how fast they went by.

the first to weeks were okay saw a movie. seen friends and had my dancing concert :) but that was only the start. christmas came which was okay even though i knew what i was getting :) but it was good spending time with it with family. to welcome in the new year i decided to go out. bad mistac when its raning. got to the place and couldnt go outside cause it was tooooo wet. so to bring in 2010 i was at home :( which was pretty crap and watch fireworks on my tv and outside :P then a few days later mum and dad said to me pack your bags we are going to SA i thought to myself cant just stay at home :) when i got home from that trip i said that was a good holiday. then i got home and hell was leashed on me. having fights with people are the worst ever. and when you have know the person for ages but thanks to friends they make things so much better :) as i saw the back to school add i relized CRAP better get the school books and everything to last me for 2010. i am looking forward to school. no more mum yelling my name :) cant wait.

my first post :)

i am siting infountof my laptop.
thinking about this.
what should i write?
what should i say?
too many things.