i really am nervous about my maths results
i just want to know already.


congratulations to amy for getting 94% on it. hope i bet you though haha :P

when there is nothing left
nothing to do
nothing left in me
nothing left in my heart about you
when there was a wish
there will be a wish
but for now i have just going to give
up on you and everything

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

smile like nothing matters
cry when your upset
love with your heart
jump for happiness
poke for fun
punch to say hey
wink when you know something
scream when nothing matters
fight like your never going to give up

FORMSPRING

http://www.formspring.me/jessaran

i write something long and i just backspace it all
not know what to write not know what to say

THANK YOU STEPHANIE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

if you loved her you would care what would happen to her. but it looks like its dose not matter what happens to her or what she loved you for, you broke her heart and now you will just have to deal with her best friends. brake her heart and her friend will just hurt you, and yet you have. couldn't care about anyone but yourself. heartless person. but just watch what will happen to her. what she fell in love was a person who she wont get over. the one she would think about, the one she loved talking to when she was upset. but she will move on time will go by and yet both will forget about each other and you will remember how much you loved her and think about the good times that where spent together and you will still love her but she has just moved on. you shouldn't be blaming anyone but yourself. so think now before its all over, will you still love her cause don't give up on her, and if you still love him then let him know and don't let him out of you sight, and it will be all good, just another happy ending to another love story.

there is my dream
there is a million dreams
that on dream a night which you
love to make it true
that one time
that one place
just to spend with you would
be a life time
a dream
a wish
a thought
but i just wish it would come true

it doesn't matter i will be fine
its not like you would care
its wouldn't even matter to you
i just don't care
i am over it
i just cant say that i wish to
be your friend
yep, ok, ye, yeah
that's just it i going to say
the yep i guess i am okay
and not for you to worry

there are things that i want to say
to tell you
to yell at you
i dont want to keep this locked up
away from you. i want to tell you
but i dont know if i can say it
or if i do in the right way
that wont hurt you.

as we step back
and take a look forward
i will see that you were amazing
and now and in the feature your the worst person
but for now i would just like you to be like this
dont move just dont change for the worst
but if you do i might lose you :(

dad-jess's what's happening with windows 7?
jess-i dont know, why?
dad-well i want to know, stupid school knows nothing
jess-well what am i supposed to do? LEAVE?
dad- yea you will or might have to next year.
(inside brain)-yes no more people i hate PARTYY :D
shit just realised that i will leave my friends :( SHITTTT NO!
great so now i think to myself will i move? or not :S

i smile when i look at you.
i cry when i hear something sad
the only time i am happy is with you
the best parts of my life were spent with you
the times where you need help i am there
when i need someone to talk to i know your there
i love talking to you
i know you will be there for me :)

sick of you and you shit
all the time you complain
you ask me thinks that are
soooo stupid. sick of it

its sad to that i cant even
call you a friend, its sad
to say that i cant trust you
its brakes me to say that
whatever friendship we had
didnt mean anything to you.
to call you a friend means
nothing to you but meant a
lot to me. whatever we had
it was nothing, whatever we
shared didnt matter, you didnt
care so it just mean i was
someone that sat on the shelf
with the rest of your collection.

i hate when people copy me
the one thing i want to do
you have to copy. you have
done it one but again.
gets on my nerves

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there is that feeling.
how do you know what will happen.
never again will this happen
did nothing
nothing wrong
nothing to say
nothing to tell.
why its it making me sick, why making
me feel like this.
whats the point its not going to matter
any ways. i didnt think that it would
be easy for me and i dont think i am going
to make that any easier on you.
as i cry and cry nothing going to make it any easier.
as i try and try to talk to you it just feels
like i am talking to a brick wall, just wish could
just work out and nothing like this would have happened
everyone has been hurt, if i lost a friend and you would
have lost everything. nothing seems the same any more
we both just need to go back down to earth and make
it easier on both of us.

maybe i should forgive you
but i will never forget.
just you remember that its
the last time i forgive you.
after everything you put me
threw. sent me to hell and back!

if this is where is begins
it begins now.
i wont wait much longer
i wont wait forever.
will i ever know how to say goodbye?
is it just time i gave up?
and let this just end to a stop.




THAT STOP IN LIFE










one moment in time.
thats all i need.
forever and ever just that split second
that will be it, all over
never again
as long as forever will be forever.

people these day are so mean,
saying something stupid and not meaningful
could be hurtful to some one eles. Calling
people by names. Whats gone wrong in this
world have we not learnt the people do have
feelings and well maybe what you think about
someone maybe you should just keep it to
yourself and not share it. Don't post mean
things about people on the web, saying that
the are bitch,sluts and shit like that.I am
not going to let something silly like what
was said to me get me. If you are the person
I just want to know and you can tell me if
that was a joke or not. :)

HAPPY EASTER!

100 tickets for all my wishes.

the fun that emily anf i get up too.
thanks for catching up em. what fun we have :)